Stretching The Comfort Zone

The Final Run

I feel that a burden will be lifted after going through my O levels this year. If nothing really terrible happen, I can expect a pass in Science. Humanities and A Maths, I just have to do my best. I still would have wanted to sit for the paper back in 1998. What it could have been. Enough of that...

Tomorrow is Science practical. Again, I could have prepared myself better for the paper but I guess, I expectation of just passing the paper is bringing myself down. I am doing the final run. I might study all night or could get the rest and study tomorrow morning. I feel screwed. I am just a little because of the unpreparedness. Then again, I want all of this to be over soon.

And the real question comes next. So what comes after this. There will be the antogonizing periof of awaiting for the results again. My chances of going to poly is already there, to a course I really like is pretty low. Then again, is that the direction that I am going.

I need to work. I would love to study.

I went for Tarawih prayers today. I want to make this Ramadhan the best ever. I shall doa more. I want to know the Quran. Everyday in the news, Islam is being viewed by the public as an extremist group. There is so much to done to erase this misconception. I belief learning the Quran will guide me in life. It will be so fulfilling. Right now, I still do not know what to really do with my life. It has been almost a year since I ORD. The one thing I am glad is that I am not completely wasting my time. I am taking the nitec course. It fills the thirst for a new kind of knowledge. Tuesday is a test day, drawing 2 manequins, full shading.

My exercise plan has been going on about 2 weeks. Still, I feel fat. My sedentary lifestyle is giving an adverse effect. Fasting has made me feel lethargic when it should not. I shall be more energetic. Do things. Anything. It can only help. I shall put a target weight for AidilFitri. I want to weigh 80kg or less.

posted by Firdaus @ 1:01 AM