Stretching The Comfort Zone
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Monday, March 21, 2005
How Its Gonna Be?
Well, tomorrow is it. Tomorrow I will get the placing of which school I get. I am still unsure if I want to go through with design if I get through due to religious obligations. I have not been exercising to prepare myself for the Apr 12 interview.But, even with all these, I am thankful that my life will open a brand new chapter of something. Dengan ilmu sahaja tidak mencukupi, ia perlu diamalkan.
Saturday, March 12, 2005
Counting the Days
I am counting the days till my school placement. I am counting the days till my interview with the SAF. I am probably going through the whole 3 years of polytechnic life. I am hoping ti get $1000 per month through the SAF-poly scheme. BUT I do not know if this is the best solution to my education needs. I am thankfulto have found Pergas and my weekly tafseer class. Still for secular education, I feel like taking A levels. Maybe I should try doing so while doing my diploma. THEN I would be bombarded with activities.ANYTHING IS POSSIBLE. Just like me attempting to pass my IPPT. It has been ages since I last passed my IPPT. I even gained back most of my pre-BMT weight. STILL, I am doing my best to pass. I am trying this new routine. Daily speed runs in the morning and one at night to tru meet the running timing. Hopefully my pull-up will improve with light weights training. If you had one shot, one opportunity, would you take it or let it slip??
It's about time I get a girlfriend..
Monday, March 07, 2005
Living Without Internet Connection
So, I have been living without internet connection for some time now. I am thinking there is a lesson to be learnt from this. Still this abstinence hopefully made me a better man somehow.I am bored at home without work. So I went to Suntec City for the Career fair on Saturday. I was looking towards more to the army career exhibition outside of Carrefour. As I expected one need to pass ippt or napfa to qualify for any career in the army. I am trying to pass my ippt as I type. Well, I am trying to cut down on food intake. I have been doing weight training. However, the twist fromo my norm is, I am concentrating on toning. So, I am using lighter weights with as many repetitions.
Shoot! I gained back almost all the weight I lost from my national service. What more, I really the money from the poly-army scholarship. It's $1000 per month. Any desperate man would take up such an offer. Definitely not getting any younger. Still haven't got a clue of what I should really be good at. Money is a daily problem. Jobless with bills to pay is never a good combination. I must try hard to accomplish something. I know I can. And I shall with much prayers to Allah. So with nothing to do, I shall try my best to lose weight and pass my IPPT. It will be great to start polytechnic life with a great physic.
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
OleVelsResULt
So, internet connection has been down because someone has not payed his bill.Yesterday I was pleasantly surprised by my o level results. I got A1 for science, hardly surprising, I got C6 for combined humanities, surprise of the year. I am thankful to Allah.
I want to change myself. I am going to take polytechnic life as a new face to become new. The tafseer class and the pergas is going great. I love them. Still, so much to learn.
And so, comes the difficult choice of selecting the right course for myself. I am also going to try to apply for the poly-SAF scholarship. At least, I am still considering. I am old enough to be supporting myself. Work wise, I do not mind. I have some fear of the influence that it will have on me. But the back of my mind says, "$1000, bring it on!!" For me, I always look for an escape route to something. A channel to diversify and be flexible to make my situation better. So 5 years is not too long right?? If I do take up this scholarship, I would want to challenge myself to build up a business and if possible, pay back everything and more and not serve them. If there is such a clause.
FinaLLy!!