Stretching The Comfort Zone

Zombie

Shit!! Sometimes, I just feel like a zombie. Being brainwashed by everything around me and not having control of what I do. It does not help that I am still without a sound plan of my future. Still financially dependent sucks. It felt better in the NS days, although I had less dough, I always know there is something for me for the month.

I see people my age, many have experienced life. Some with their own businesses. Some studying at degree levels. Some working. And there are some who seemed to be worse of than me. The thing is I admire people who has focus on their life. And I am sick of being 88kg. Damn, I was almost a lean 72kg. Sometimes it just feels there is too much work involved. I have always felt that my weight has been the dragging pivot of my life.

I am hoping to take part in active sports in polytechnic. I want the endorphins to consume me enough to let me get on with life and focus on the future.

Focus?? I am still clueless. So, for now, I Will focus on stretching my comfort zone in all areas. Of course not steering into immoral zones.

posted by Firdaus @ 10:12 PM