Design Fundamentals
I have not been producing the pictures to the liking of Ms Amy Soon. Perhaps, I have not been putting enough effort. The 'cannot be bothered' part of me is still here although pretty weak. It's not that I putting effort. Apparently what I put in was not enough. I borrowed a book for reference. I got bitten over and over again trying to capture the ants in action. I took more than 50 shots of Nadia blowing bubbles.
I need to do things smart now. 5 weeks has passed. Being there, knowing things, I am obliged to certain responsibilities. I am not showing it.
Then there are posters everywhere around campus for ARMY recruitment. As if!!
Hard Work Required
I need to work hard to excel in my studies. I am managing alright. Greatness is pushing oneself beyond one's expection. So in that sense, I am still not great. So many things that I could have done within the same period.
I am not feeling silat. Maybe I can try out other CCAs. Just not me I guess. Should I just work instead. Aybe community work or archery or aikido or guitar club.
My place is still in a mess. A lot of time is lost to inefficiency. Must do something about this.
Router Busted and the updates so far
The router got busted for about 1 week now.
The renovation works is still ongoing after about 3 weeks. They started hacking the masterbedroom's toilet.
School wise, I joined Silat last Wednesday. I hope to make president of the club. I would need to train real hard to improve my physique. That has not started yet. So, I am confined to weekly trainings on Wednesdays these 6 weeks as the crew is having competition. I hope to weigh 80kg by end of this period.
School work wise has been quite smooth. There is a pressure of not wanting to get left behind. Social wise still need a lot of work. I am not pushing myself to be upfront, still wavering in the background.
I got a haircut and new wax. I am trying to be more image conscious. That's it for now.
Time flies by
I feel that school passes by fast. It's already the mid of the second week. Again played football. Big bro tagged along. The 2 of us were probably the best players there. Of course, I could be bias. But my stamina still needs a lot of work.
Maybe I'll check the club crawl tomorrow. Also starting with our first group project tomorrow. I am doing 3 projects together with Amelie, Linda and Harold. Now, I know why we have many 'free' time. To do our project works. This is not counting the many others homework that I have. Time management is of upmost importance as to make this work.
Still having the money problems. I must do something about this.
Trying to settle in
I am somewhat suffering what people call a culture shock. Changing has always been a challenge for me. Especially my lack of certain skills. I am getting better but still not as I should. The kitchenless home and new school is quite something to handle. I am so thankful for the school timetable. It is flexible.
But, I have yet to settle in the school. I do not know the places. I have not tried some of the facilities. I still don't know the people there.
HELP!!! I need a digital camera!!!!
I want a lot of things but I feel I need the digital camera.
Also, yesterday I saw Hafiz ex-fellow RP. He is working part-time at Shell. Says he's doing radio therapy or something at guess where...........NYP.
&^*$NOISE!!!%$%#
The kitchen is going through a total makeover. I personally would not concur the whole idea. But since it is not my money I have no say and feel happy for dad if that's what he wants. No. I am not complaining at all. The family get to benefit from it. A makeover is always good.
Just that all the hacking and drilling resonates with the junction that I am on. My going back to school. My not working for now. Should I? My ideals of the future? My what to make up of the future? My willingness to peservere? My self-conscious? My fitness? My wanting to be dirt rich? My need to be on the Right Path?
Most of these are noise bombarded at me. As I have learnt, things will go through to get accomplished. Get the process right and I will get life right.
By the way, I think I saw a guy I knew from BMT in school. Looking forward to that. Can't wait for the Reference Drive issue to be resolved so that I can get on with my poly life.
