Stretching The Comfort Zone

I really want to mend my ways

I really want to become a better man. I believe that I can do this. Especially now that Iwould finally make it to polytechnic. This is not confirmed yet but I am very confident of this. Tomorrow, I will be sitting for my geography part of combined humanities. Then there would be a. maths 2 and science 1 left.

I want to be in control of my nafsu. Likening controlling nafsu to driving has been effective. If you can't your life will crash before you. Alhamdulillah, things have been really splendid. I am fighting a JIHAD. Allahuakhbar!! I am bound to feel some resistence especially in this world that I live in. To be in control of myself will be liberating. Another step to continuos success is by reciting the Al-Quran. I am falling in love with it. There is so much to learn and there is time.

To be steadfast in what I do is another tool. Sebaik2nya amalan adalah amalan yang sentiasa dialakukan walaupun sedikit. I have so many things to do. The journey is long. I am ready to take it on. I have come to accept that, what I have become so far, what I have gone through, my nature, is just going to make me stronger in the end. My nature is something that I am intrigued. I have always felt inferior. Like the way I think is unlike others. Once, the way I look, different from others. Still feel that way but I can work with it positively.

posted by Firdaus @ 11:43 PM