Jalan2 Raya
Okay, these few weeks of the new semester have been very busy... and I am glad. I learnt that I could manage the pressure on me. My PERGAS exam will end this Sunday, and Hari Raya mood is fading but the memories remain.
Last Saturday, NI and NYPMS went out together for Hari Raya visiting. Definitely one of the highlights of NYPMS events. Everything went great. We went visiting, sought forgiveness from one another and not leaving out our obligations towards Allah. Got to spend more time with members of NI and NYPMS. It was fun.
For next year, maybe I'll just ride my bike.
Maya 7
I am thrilled that I am beginning to learn to use Maya or rather doing 3D modelling in general. This semester's module is much more interesting than the previous one.
Currently busy. But the new timetable makes it more flexible for me to plan my time.
Self-Sabotage
I have seen some actions in me that propels me to where I want to be. These changes however is challenged by the forces of status quo. Not changing is self-sabotage.
I am now in the second semester of school. I am expecting great things but I also feel some burden being put on my shoulders. Getting started feels heavy. And I don't want that. Perhaps I am expecting a lot from myself now is taking some toll. But I know I call pull it together. Perhaps more focus is needed. I want to be fit. I want to do well. I need to prepare for Pergas exams. The need to adjust to the new timetable. Still in the midst of Aidilfitri is a little too cluttered. Also money, I feel the need to get part time work.
I am sabotaging myself by putting off work. Did some good things but initiating some things. In fact things are looking brighter than they ever were.
Aidilfitri
It is the 4th day of Syawal. I did not finish up my wall painting the way that I wanted but, I guess I have had enough for now. It was amazing how I tortured myself to get the best result.
Also, tomorrow 2nd semester of school will start. I am psyched up about the possibility of doing a degree for 2 years after my 3 years of diploma in nanyang poly. Of course, getting there will be a challenge in itself. I would need to maintain at least a B average for my grades. And then there is the issue of money.
Talking about money, again, I feel the need to earn for myself. At least offset some cost of my life, my parents are shouldering. Maybe if there is very flexible work out there...
