Stretching The Comfort Zone

Self-Sabotage

I have seen some actions in me that propels me to where I want to be. These changes however is challenged by the forces of status quo. Not changing is self-sabotage.

I am now in the second semester of school. I am expecting great things but I also feel some burden being put on my shoulders. Getting started feels heavy. And I don't want that. Perhaps I am expecting a lot from myself now is taking some toll. But I know I call pull it together. Perhaps more focus is needed. I want to be fit. I want to do well. I need to prepare for Pergas exams. The need to adjust to the new timetable. Still in the midst of Aidilfitri is a little too cluttered. Also money, I feel the need to get part time work.

I am sabotaging myself by putting off work. Did some good things but initiating some things. In fact things are looking brighter than they ever were.

posted by Firdaus @ 1:14 PM